justrun-.

i'm a big mistake

blimey!
my teevee isn't working again :(
it's gotten from bad to worse.
last time, i used to have to hit it hard on the "head" every 5 mins cos the display would go wonky...
now, i can't even turn it on :O
sigh. missing so many olympic moments!! bleargh.
and good ways to destress too.

pe is getting a little more interesting.
esp with the new groupings for bball :D
group capt is nats. the super zai one who plays like xiezhi!
so pro! really, she plays like xiezhi! 5566 crushers can crush her. heh.
err, so once again i have been sabotaged...
our oh-so-lovely group name is -drumroll-
ballger queens
yes, you've got that right.
inspired by the very famous fast food chain: burger king
-coughcough-
we're also known as bgq haha.
which sounds like "bitch you" when u say it really fast :D
interesting. kim's group's name is "chemily's round balls"
and eleanor's is "double ok"
haha almost died laughing when the names were announced.
so funny. our class is funny. 208 rocks :D

sigh. gonna flunk lit.
tmr's math pop quiz. i haven't touched my wkshts for revision.
almost like i've given up on myself.
think i'll flunk math as well.
i mean, missing 3 quarts of the lessons cos of 2 consecutive sch nats...
what dyu want me to do?

ARGH.
need to go somewhere to scream my lungs out.
:"(
that dark shadow called death still tempts me.
want that shadow badly.
i can't survive...

all alone on this.
nobody's here with me, nobody seems to understand.
nobody seems to care
and no, nobody isn't anyone.
though...you were once nobody.
till you went away.
argh i can't stand myself!!!
i'm like a big piece of imperfection,
a big mistake

just freeze time for a while will you?
i can't...
i really can't.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:46]

and took [20040819] strides

it's the passion that drives you